I Stuck The Sun With A Pin

I was young, 

I was dumb

But your eyes were like a forest in early Spring

I was stupid 

I was stubborn

But your voice made me float like the perfume on your clothes

I was blind

I was selfish

But dropping everything to see you was like a great prison escape

I was fast

I was deaf

But I knew I was going to make you everything I ever wanted

Even when my world crashed

My pain was not of destruction, but from losing you

Even when the ashes covered my feet

All I wanted to do was kiss you.

Even in Summer's blaze, my heart was in arctic winter

Not from the loss...but from waiting in my own suspended animation...

for you.

As I lost friends and family turned away

All I thought was "I will have room for you when you come around".

I never got it...I never will

because as long as your alive, there is a chance

that you will love me...one day.