I was young,
I was dumb
But your eyes were like a forest in early Spring
I was stupid
I was stubborn
But your voice made me float like the perfume on your clothes
I was blind
I was selfish
But dropping everything to see you was like a great prison escape
I was fast
I was deaf
But I knew I was going to make you everything I ever wanted
Even when my world crashed
My pain was not of destruction, but from losing you
Even when the ashes covered my feet
All I wanted to do was kiss you.
Even in Summer's blaze, my heart was in arctic winter
Not from the loss...but from waiting in my own suspended animation...
for you.
As I lost friends and family turned away
All I thought was "I will have room for you when you come around".
I never got it...I never will
because as long as your alive, there is a chance
that you will love me...one day.
