In My Mind...

I've spied on you,
for days,
And every move you made,
Made me jealous.


I watched as you put your lips on a glass of juice
And I wished it were my lips that your lips were on.
I watched you hug your pillow while you slept.
And wished that pillow was me.


I watched you watching TV
As you made yourself comfy,
In the corner of the couch
I wished that how how you were in my arms


The look in your eyes
As you watched that love story
Made me wish, that you,
Would look me the same way.


And as I wait for the day
That you do these things to me
What I see now adds fire to my soul and burns my patience.
But I bear it and wait.